the pain and the pain.
the difference between pain and feeling nothing
freedom and death
in some moments they seem to be as one.
and the moments with anger and sadness
emotions and feelings
like the wind and the rain
disappearing
to nothing, to darkness

i wanted the rain or the sun
but today it doesn´t even matter
it could be whatever
i still couldnt move
push myself for doing something
it doesnt matter
nothing matters.

why didnt you listen to me?
why dont you see Me?
why dont you want to understand?
How could you miss my feelings?
Do you enjoy your happiness now?
Have you even noticed my sorrow?
Have you tried to be in my way?
Did you even thought about it?
Or you just want to be as you want to be.
And do whatever you want to do
And hide your thoughts and truth from me.

You could have been honest.
If you don´t feel the passion
Or if you think it could be better, with somebody else
If it wasn´t good enough
true enough
worth enough

"and i dont want the world to see me
cause i dont think that they´d understand
when everything´s made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am"