You are slipping away from my embrace
I will lay down my arms
as waiting for my justice from you
my adjudicator, I will bend my head
in guilt, and in sadness
I will honor you, venerate you
wishing to scream, to keep you
and adore you longer
as my selfishness can not let you go
so you could fly to the sky
where sun is closer and darkness is
somewhere behind you.

My soul will be emtpy if you leave
yet I will stand and do nothing
cause my actions might hurt you
or seem like an obligation without having any right for it
my sould bleeds without you
as my body is craving for yours
and having withdrawal every moment
when you are not close enough
for last 74 days
and I am still dying
as a flower who has water
but will never see sun again
remembering every moment
what miracle it was to grow in nature
and to open herself in the light of the sun...

I will be closed, as every day without you
is like a nighttime for the flower
in darkness, or under the snow, in the sleep
dreaming about the only One
which is essential for her being
growing, bringing happiness and being
the most beautiful flower
which has ever blossomed...

one day the soul will die
for sadness
being happy at the same time
that it had the chance
to be close to You.